Showing posts with label listening. Show all posts
Showing posts with label listening. Show all posts

Sunday, July 24, 2016

Re-focusing...

Giving myself some room, taking my time, just being.  Just being.  Just BEING.

A constellation of tiny green stars on the path to the shed got my attention...I've always loved the small things...

...and I remembered to look up, and marvel at the miniature flowers on the climbing vine--I thought it was a variety of vinca, as it has covered the ground nearby with abandon.  Little mysteries!
A patent-leather umbrella hiding under the brushpile...I almost missed it.
Loving the slower pace and closer attention...

Sunday, July 10, 2016

Re-wilding, Day 8

Precious quiet afternoon; a balance.  With all my intent on refocusing, an inner journey, suddenly I am bombarded with The World.

I realized I hadn't taken time to sketch my sweetheart in the current journal...an oversight I rectified this day!

Are these signposts on the path, or obstacles?  Today there was a post from poet/priest/philospher John O'Donohue on community, coming together, working together, without "introverted power games."

But my introversion is anything but a power game.  It's simply who I am, how I function best.    I feel scattered and exhausted with "too much of a muchness."

Other quotes have been pointing to community as well, with a kind of synchronicity.  I will think on this...but I've worked in community, and burned out, going down in some fairly spectacular flames!  I am not anxious to see an encore.

And by evening my body appeared to add its vote--backache!  I read in bed with the heating pad on 8 rather than attending our 2nd Friday art crawl.  The quiet was most welcome, as well as healing. 

Perhaps listening to the messages our body sends us rather than powering through them is also a kind of re-wilding.

The sketch itself is rather painful!  The discomfort shows in my face AND in my inability to capture a likeness. But...it is what it is, and there were almost no other records of the day--and so it is included. 

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